Hello Blog,
not much internet access these days, which is probably a good thing. Pop on to read emails and that blog I like from a bendy person which am not sure am allowed to mention due to copyright! So I do that, on daughters laptop, then waste a few more moments doing this and that then I get on with life. Which at the moment is of the hobbly sort, husband got in from work and tentatively asked if there was a reason my leg looked so peculiar, charming.... not being in a particularly good mood it didn't go down very well!. Now I can't really say leg is shit because I have EDS can I every day. grump grump grumpy me.....

On a lighter note, everywhere I look there is a daffodil, millions of them fooling me into that spring feeling. So ventured out today without a coat, massive mistake.... cold bendy people don't warm up, so heating on full blast and thinking of asking for a fire to be lit, everyone else in the family is complaining that I am trying to kill them with heating and making loud complaints about the whole thing. This happens every year i am rubbish at controlling my temperature so when the sun shines and then the evenings are chilly my body goes into hyperdrive and shivers and shivers uncontrollably, so warm pj's furry very unsexy slippers and warm tea revives. Do feel sorry for rest of family though as son can't take off anymore clothes without being naked,woulnd't bother me in the slightest as try and tell him he was born naked this does not go down well and the disdain a teenager grunt emits needs no words.

To be truthful a little fed up with teenagers at the minute, shoulnd't complain though as had some lovely mother's day presents and I expect that is why they are being so revolting today, over niceness yesterday requires, moody recalcitrant and downright out of order behaviour today.

Feel as though i only moan on here which is probably true. Thinking I should write a funny little story but don't have one to be honest right now. Oooh sadly excited though that am having cleaner twice this week, its pretty hard work having a cleaner as one can't live in chaos as cannot expect her to do the stuff that normally gets left as need the stuff underneath done! Am nagging everyone pick that up don't leave that there, probably should have done it years ago and the whole place wouldn't be so completely untidy now. however I am not by nature naggy and so this naggy me is even getting on my nerves... can I really be looking forward to the days the cleaner isn't to come and we can go back to relaxed chaos. Except that really I hate it, I worry if someone knocks on the door at the awfulness of it all so it is much much much better to get this cleaning up and running and am hoping in time I will get used to it.

Am thinking of deleting all this as its just a lot of extremely purile crap really but hey thats my life or at least a bit of it that going here for the moment. There is more truly but that would involve concentrating a whole lot harder than am able to right now.

Did have a bizarre experience yesterday, lunch at parent's and I was sitting in the middle, father at one end, mother at the other, husband opposite. Suddenly I started grabbing plates and glasses much to the amazement of everyone else at the table. Now this was my experience, as far as I am aware the table tilted and to me it looked as though everyone at the far end of table was about to have their lunch on their laps, I still think this happened. Am I going mad, was it an hallucination, still don't know what happened. The weirdest thing was no one asked if I was ok, I did say to my mother the table did just tilt right up didn't it to which she replied, no S.......... it didn't and that was that. I found myself saying oh perhaps it was something to do with my ears. My ears why would they 'imagine' the table tilting. Its a mystery. Still can't believe no one wanted to check my vitals or something and just carried on with lunch. Note to self, speak with other half to check that I am not doing these things all time and everyone around me is just being polite!!! by not saying anything.

Well blog thats it really, can't type anymore.

sweet dreams......