Just wrote loads and lost the lot! Due entirely to internet connection being crap at the moment, does the cold weather affect it I wonder, or is it that with the cold everyone is on line. I guess the shopaholics that can't get out must be, I expect those that are hoping for a day off on Monday may be, the weather freaks will definately be, others like me are writing crap on their blogs that no-one reads but them.

So a synopsis of what I had written would be, glad bendy girl is back on line as only post here when I go there to read hers.

Holidays, want one!

Knitting - ha ha, update, I am rubbish at it, my hands are killing me and my monster is finished but is truly monsterous.

I am taking so much pain relief at the moment its affecting my appetite... they should put vitamins in the lot, then i wouldn't have to bother chewing food... subluxing jaw with eds combined with choking would make life easier.

Perhaps people with eds should be astronauts, a weightless existence living on slurped packet food sounds good. i wonder if stretchy collagen is more so in space?

I continue my own form of CBT, positive thoughts replacing negative. So instead of saying here, I am completely fed up of living with a condition that is little known and causes terrible pain, I shall say instead, how lucky I am that I don't have a well known condition that is familiar to everyone otherwise they would say all the time, oh poor you living with MS or such... and as far as pain goes, at least I am alive, I know I am cos it hurts.

So thats it my synopsis, I also mentioned in lost post thoughts on dragonspeak and a long boring bit on horlicks......

I am off now.. to dream