Sunday, 5 December 2010

Truth...

Ok short post for me.

Can't post.  Lost the mojo.

What do I say over and over.  I hurt.  EDS is shit.

Thats it.  If anything changes I may post again but I simply can't pretend that its ok to hurt this much because its not.  If anyone reading thinks I am just feeling sorry for myself perhaps thats true.  Regardless - of the reasons I can't keep posting it hurts - it f'ing hurts.

So I may pop up to say - something or other but don't hold your breath.

10 comments:

coffeecup said...

Oh sweetie, no one thinks you're feeling sorry for yourself. Just sorry that you're not doing so great at the moment.

Sending a heart full of good wishes for you. Hoping you're back with your mojo very soon xxxx

((hugs))

Michelle Roger said...

Coffeecup is right, no one in their right mind would think you are feeling sorry for yourself. With all the shit that has been flung your way even just over the past few months I'd be hiding under the couch sobbing. Give yourself a break and a chance to regroup. I'm so sorry things are so crap at the moment and wish I had a magic wand to make it better but sometimes all you can do is ride it out as best you can. You still have your mojo it's just misplaced at the moment. You'll find it again I'm sure of that. Thinking of you my friend. xxxx

em said...

your sure right with eds being crap. the pain, the fatigue you know the list is endless. i hope the pain eases for you soon. really i do. blooging is a good way to get all the frustration that you feel out, dont think your feeling sorry for yourself, your in pain. x

ADDY said...

OMG. Hope you are better soon. It always amazes me what illnesses and afflictions there are on this planet that people have to get by on. I am full of admiration for the way you cope. Fingers (and everything else) crossed that things get better. Hugs.

Veronica Foale said...

((((hugs))))

I am out of spoons at the moment, borrowed too heavily from tomorrow and I'm crashing. I might also be a little bitter that a lot of attention and help is going elsewhere because 'they're having such a hard time!' and I want to scream but we're having a hard time too. Where is my help?

Sorry. Venting. xxx and much love.

BenefitScroungingScum said...

Hugs and love. Sometimes this is just what we gotta do. Thinking of you. BG Xx

Barbara said...

Oh no, I'm so sorry to read this.

I'd like to say that I hope you feel better soon but I guess that isn't going to happen.

I'm thinking of you and hope you post soon. Take very good care of yourself.

xxxx

Anonymous said...

hope you have a merry christmas

BenefitScroungingScum said...

Just stopping by to see how you're doing and wish you a very merry christmas. Lots of love BG Xx

Trish said...

Hi friend from the UK. It's been a really long time. How are you? A rather generic question so that I can avoid saying that I am sorry really. I know you hear that a million and one times, so I will only say it is nice to read from you again. =)

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year from Texas.